Friend,
I know you are afraid. It’s reasonable to be afraid. We were created with fear as necessary for survival.
I’m guessing your fear has even served you well. You are alive because fear kicked in and told you:
Don’t jump into the street right now.
That bear is way bigger than you.
That person is unsafe.
Fear is a great servant, but a terrible master. When it protects you from danger, it works as it should, but fear often prevents you from living. You are afraid to:
Reach out and make a new friend because you are afraid you might be rejected.
Share your story because you are afraid of being exposed.
Try a new hobby or new profession because you are afraid of failing.
Fear is great at deciding in split-second decisions, but terrible at making life decisions. When we step into new situations and opportunities and experience the presence of fear, we should see that as a gift because it tells us that we need help, and then we can turn to God who reminds us, “Be strong and courageous.”
This is what happened with Joshua in the Old Testament. He had every reason to let fear decide. He was a new leader following a legend (Moses), about to face an enemy with an unproven army, and he knows how to wander (40 years of his life!) not wage war.
And so in this moment, he had the gift that God is with him and commanded him and equipped him for this time, “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” (Joshua 1:9)
And so they went, and so he led with courage and strength.
I don’t know where your fear is leading you, but I know where God will lead you: into the promised land through your biggest obstacle.
Go.
Love,
Aaron